Trust

"It’s funny how some people think that everything revolves around them to the point that they would really make an extra effort to bash and to talk shit about others.

What’s even worse is that I considered these people friends and I was there to support, to listen and do everything else I need to do because that’s the way a friend should be right? I tried my best to take it all in and accept that some people are just wired that way but sometimes, it inevitably affects you and eats you. But I guess, I should be thankful that I found out about it now rather than go on, facing these people who are nothing but two faced bitches."

-Lissa Kahayon, Chictopia

Lissa Kahayon from Chictopia totally got how I am feeling right now about certain people. Her message on her blog was just so strong that I just had to repost it. I guess for once I just had to stand up for myself because I know that I cant let people keep on thinking what they think about me. The past how many weeks had so much drama in them and I know that up to now, even though we tried fixing it, there are still hard feelings and that there is still no trust.

This blog is just for me to say that I have been nothing but a good friend to the people I love and it sucks to have these people think so wrong of me. And yes, I am defending myself now in front of those who have gotten the wrong information about me. For those who actually BELIEVED what was being spread last time and for those who put so much MALICE into it, I really feel bad for you because it just shows how much you dont know me. After all these years of being my friend and/or batchmate you dont trust me enough to know that I am not that kind of person.

To those who still dont trust me after this, I just have one favor to ask. Dont be plastic to me while talking about me behind my back because I'd definitely rather have you just not talking to me at all. I am nothing but REAL and honest. Finally, to those who dont even know the whole story, please, dont judge.

Wishlist

I knew that it would be too late for me to upload my wishlist next week so I'm doing it now even if its the week before exams. It really sucks that exams have to be before the Christmas vacation but ah, whatever. Atleast we'll get everything over with.

Not much on my wishlist this year. I'm really intending to buy the jeans and the body myself but I'm just waiting for it to go on sale after the holidays. Trust me, getting them on full price for Christmas will really make you regret it when the holidays are over cause they go half off.

(all items above are available in the Phils except for the rings)

1. Folded & Hung acid wash jeans
2. Smashbox nude lipstick, NARS eyeshadow in blue&electric green / any interesting make-up
3. Starbucks REUSABLE plastic tumbler
4. A bunch of random accessories from rings, to belts, to bangles. I specifically loovee plastic toy rings made out of the weirdest things :) Belts are also very much wanted since I barely have any :(
5. MACAROONS!

and last but not the least, Topshop leopard body as worn by CL.



HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I hope for all your wishes to come true this Christmas =)

Sunday Morning

What I wore: Vintage top from Mom, Shoes borrowed from mom (Cleaveland, I think?), Skirt from Topshop, Bag from Rockwell.

KPOPCON

Last Saturday was the first KPOP Convention in the Philippines which was held in Starmall Alabang. Finally, I had an excuse to dress up. The outfit I wore was more casual than what I would usually wear though.

Anyway, Kath and I really felt like losers in the convention. Haha. It was just really.. weird! We felt so inferior compared to the major fanatics there. If you guys think we're obsessed, you should see the people who came! :O We realized that we're not meant to be fans. We're meant to be on the stage, not in the crowd. HAHA! At first it was really weird cause everyone would scream everytime a korean music video would play and I really got goosebumps. In the end though, the P130 was worth it because the performances really made up for it. We didnt do any of the booth hopping or anything. It was more of just watching the show and supporting Marielle and Ed!

What I wore: Shirt from Zara, Thrifted fur vest, Jeans from Mango, Shoes from Zoo York.

For those who werent able to attend, heres a lowdown on what you missed:

SNSD


2NE1



DLSU dancers who were super coooool!


PARK BOM. HAHAHA




Marielle and Ed singing to Heart Damage and Only You (woot woot!)

..and other superb dance groups

I'm sorry I post a lot of pictures in a post. I dont know if you guys get tired of looking through everything or whatever but I just really like documenting things so I always end up making picture spams. Anyway thats all! Ciao!