Sunday, October 24, 2010
I finally got my happy back. I think it really is true when they say that the clothes you wear reflect you. However fun last sem was, there was just something about it which makes me think and makes me reflect on myself. It was like I had a totally different side of me --something I havent explored before. I was out of control.
I guess thats what college gives. Especially on your first year. You take risks, take chances, try everything you could possibly do. And thats exactly what I did. And now, looking back, I can see how it took a toll on me. I wasnt genuinely happy, because for some reason, I felt like I was doing something wrong, no matter how much I enjoyed it. It wasnt me to do those things. And it still isnt. If you noticed, my past outfits have been all in the shades of black or gray. Dark colors. I guess that in the end, you could say that yeah, what I wore reflected how I felt during the sem. At some point, you can say that I was pretty messed up. It was one wild wild ride. I mean, who wouldnt be messed up juggling the application for TWO intense orgs, social life, and acads? All that, added a TTh schedule of 7am-530pm, a 530pm dismissal everyday, PLUS training, anyone would be bound to break somewhere.
All this I realized in this little "break" of mine. I was just doing so much things all at the same time that I just popped and let loose. Now that I'm back home for sembreak, I just realized how carefree and peaceful life is over here at the South. Its nice being home and just being grounded, enjoying the simpler things. I miss being the homegirl that I am. And now, after a few days of reflecting, I am proud to say that I am back. Its been a long time since I've felt like this.
It's good to be home.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
What I Wore: People are People leather jacket, Mango jeans, Forever 21 shoes, Gray top borrowed from mom, Espirit bag.
Wearing my leather jacket which was a (really) advanced birthday gift to myself. My birthday is on December so you get the point. My allowance was reduced by 1/3 for 4 weeks just so I can get it. Well, what can I say, it was worth it!
I'm back! And it seems I'm going to be blogging again since its finally our sembreak and it is one month long. Over the semester I've put on a few pounds, changed my hairstyle three times, and went from different fashion styles.
You'll be seeing me wearing jeans more often now since I've gotten a bit conscious of my thighs after putting on some weight. I will do try to lose it this sembreak though (Although I ALWAYS say this but it never happens so dont really rely on it :))).
School's been amazing, that was definitely the best for a first semester in college :)